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Hi.

 I am an artist, writer and chronicler of small moments.  My work is created with love and infused with joy.  I'm so glad you are here!

Hello, again

Hello, friends, it has been a while.  The winter was long and dreary and it seemed I had run out of thoughts to share.  My overriding feeling these past few months has been that change is in the air and I have been rethinking where I am headed.

My painting life has been quiet as well, as if the great push I made before Christmas to set up this new site, to open an Etsy shop, to put my art out there either drained me of all creative energy and I needed time to refuel and, yes, revisit the reasons why I paint.  If you have been a reader of this blog for a while you will recognize this tendency I have to pull back, to reassess, to think deeply about what drives me.  And winter, well...winter is the season where I spend too much time in my head.  

Instead of fighting what was happening, instead of pushing myself to my studio each day I decided to let it be, to see where this turn would take me.  It wasn't long before I realized that one change was that I began spending more time engaging in daily life.  I volunteered more actively at Ann's Place.  I took up piano.  I allowed myself time to just sit and read for the sheer pleasure of it, going through all twelve of Louise Penny's Inspector Gamache mysteries in three months.  

I developed a beginner's mind, returning to the watercolor open studio I used to attend and requesting that my teacher, Betsy Rogers-Knox, have me start at the very beginning (a very good place to start) with graphic sketching, learning about shading and toning and drawing from still life.  I signed up for Flora Bowley's Creative Revolution E-Course, learning ways to jump-start my creativity and to weave it into my daily life.  

It was as if since I had proven to myself that I could achieve certain goals (setting up shop, and this site) I made the unconscious decision to change course, to continue my journey in a more mindful way.  I gave myself permission to grow slowly, to play, to ease up on my self-imposed expectations to get things right the first time.

Going deeper, I am no longer afraid that my cancer will return and rob me of precious time.  I feel strong and healthy.  And, let's be honest; does any one of us know how much time we have on this beautiful planet?  Instead I am trying to live a meaningful, balanced life every day, to accept life's ebbs and flows, to allow change to occur rather than fight it.

It is so good to be here with you again.   

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